Exchanging Energies.
I've been in my masculine energy for so long I think I almost forgot what it was to be soft. I've been hiding, defensive, angry & leading too much. I plan too much. I want too much control. It's always my way.
This weekend I lived in my feminine energy. I was flirty and fun but most importantly soft. I wasn't afraid to express my emotions. I was ok with letting go. I let the control fall away & I let others take the lead. 💋
I like it here and so I will stay for a while. I switched my energies for the better. I can't always expect my way but I can let go of the planner & be a princess for a little while.
If you've been watching my YouTube channel lately, you've probably noticed something has shifted.
The videos feel a little more intentional. The stories feel a little more personal. Instead of trying to create the "perfect" vlog, I've been creating videos that feel like little chapters of my life—and that's exactly what Maybe Ally was always supposed to be.
For a long time, I felt like I had to fit into what everyone else on YouTube was doing. Bigger productions. Faster edits. Constant trends. But the more I chased what worked for other people, the further I got from making videos that actually felt like me.
So I decided to stop.